(Source: senorpadamoose)

last night i unpacked one of my bags

only the one that was there incase i decided to just up and leave(which means, i also took the money out of it, and there about 45pound now in my bank

idk, maybe that means something

i found the letter i wrote paul last month when i was going to try OD

i just

my feelings

somebody teach me how to stop myself throwing up

went the whole day without paul finding my new cuuts

achievment

one of these days im going to actually go through with topping myself.

instead of swallowing all the pills and drinking most of my mum’s vodka, then deciding just just throw it all back up again, like i did tonight(And ilike i’ve done bsically once a week for the past three months)

yeah, i need to start seeing my psych again .__.

yes
we know
im a bitch
i wouldn’t want to sleep with me either

well there we go-there’s that argument that sets everything back 5 months.

Cool.

okay, that’s cool.

I said I had a soft spot for somebody.

that doesn’t mean OH WELL THERE. I MIGHT ASWELL JUST FLY A BAJILLION MILLION MILES AND GO FUCK HER SENSELSSS

YEAH

still are

okay, you have a point there!